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It can't be worse,my TEM4 oral english exam was totally a failure.I slept very early last nignt,and woke early this morning.But I laid on bed and listened to his song,hoping to get some comfort and confident.
My watch went wrong this morning,so I reached the classroom a little bit late.The teacher glared at me that I didn't feel any encouragement from her.
I don't wanna to talk about it anymore.
I also wanna "let bygones be bugones".But you also always know that "bygones never goes away,especially when it hurts".
I'm not confident,never have been!
No friend,no man,no one to depent on,to tell my feelings.
No partner to practise with, nobody around to share the feelings.I'm alone,always has been.
Am myself a failure?Several times,I looked into the mirror and asked:isn't this girl good-looking?But those girls who are uglier have boyfriends!whether the boys are good or not,at least they have someone that care and love!
No one wants me...I'm not that strong..
I wanna someone to depend on,whether it's a friend nearby or a boyfriend who can company.
I felt hurt whenever I tried to find someone to practise english orjust to talk.I'm really tired.May I cry?Can I allow myself fragile for a while?
I quit the imitation competition tomorrow,for I don't wanan practise English or even speak English for these two days.I wanna calm down,and find back my confidence!
I'm good ehnough,aren't I ?
Forget it...What we worry about will be alright!
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